so on and on is the depth of Him in me

Lord, teach forgiveness
To me
Lord, teach my eyes
To see
Lord, never let me go
Even now
You where there Lord
All along
Somewhere
Lord, teach love
To me
Lord, teach obedience
That I may do so
Thousands of minutes of trials and tribulations
Lord I can't explain
I keep trying
May be I should quit trying
And tell the truth
I was never strong enough on my own
I tried, but even before I tried I had failed
Because I tried
Part of me regrets, wishing I had admitted
It was not something I had the capacity to handle
It never was, never will be
Thus, I totally surrender to you
I can't solve this
I don't understand why
But that's clear indication of my imperfection
Clearly what I thought was moments of triumph
Ended up in history as the moments of greater tribulations
All that I had not anticipated because of the disguise they carried
All to say, I still knew, yet, I didn't listen to Voice that knew much more
And made me know what I thought I did not

Somehow Lord
You are quieting a storm so loud
How is it possible
That I am alive
Today
How is it possible
Yes
It is possible
A brand new life
A new born baby
How did I die Lord
How come I died
Betrayed the Lamb of God
Loved Him so
But I did die, I did die
And a new life He brought to me
Out of grace you saved me
A friend that let you down
Come on now
Why you love me so
That is beyond my comprehension
But that is what explains me and all I am in you
I balled up into your favorite ball, like a brand new designed soccer ball
Aww, true Lamb of God
Here is your servant
Use me

MWS, Sept. 14, 2009, Facebook