A peculiar destiny

Not all are destined to be married. There are standards set that do not necessarily apply to every one. Not all are destined to be leaders. There has to be some one to lead. I grew up setting my dreams on what is expected of me by mankind. Today, I realize that what is expected of me by God is beyond the imaginations of beings and even I cannot understand it, but I honor it. How so limited was I when I didn't see how vast and wide God is and that much joy lies there in, even through trials and tribulations unavoidable either now or to trouble at the end to come ; but so much better is it to hearken to the voice on high when it is yet day light. The course to take even I cannot define, but the answer is this "Here I am Lord" and truly I am, let thy will be done. How so silly, to say I am here when still holding on the world, and planning life as if tomorrow can be seen. Truth be, Lord I cannot see, open my eyes and my heart to love thee truly and thy mankind as is even as I will not have it.

07/25/2008 MWS on FBK Notes; Published Publicly 10/28/2022